Tuesday, February 9, 2010 Thursday, January 28, 2010 Okay I've just realised that i rather this blog be a private blog so i'm going to stop telling people the links and all. Anyway school today, damn slack, i love thursdays. But i hateeeeee OC. After school was uber lazy so cabbed to tuition, then bussed home and then went to airport cos jansen's going back to australia. John's parents sent ne back home and now I'm home. And the day wasnt so bad cos a text from you always makes my day. Charlie Bellow: On the reasons to stop seeing her we have: one, ongoing physical danger. two, high likelyhood of a broken heart. Three, uh career sabotage. Four, she is clinically insane. Five, she seems to enjoy my pain. Six, fourteen piece matched set of Louis Vuitton emotional baggage. Seven, I haven't even kissed her yet, for God's sake. Eight, she's ruining my life. Leo: And the reasons to keep seeing her? Charlie Bellow: I'm in love with her. Labels: is you Monday, January 25, 2010 haha okay i'm really really lazy to update. Thursday, January 21, 2010 day 5 of 6 awesome song: Tuesday, January 19, 2010 Monday, January 18, 2010 Day 2 of 6 I dont know whast to say, except that i feel horrible now. In MORE ways than one. Mr Sick is here to stay i guess. Plus night time is the time where i feel nostalgic for some reason, even homework cant distract me from everything enough. And just now i flicked my eyeball by accident and it was super painful. I couldnt open my eye for dont know how long. And ironically i was copying notes for tha biology chapter THE EYE. And in school during literature i was drifting in and out of sleep until i was like HECK IT and i just fell asleep for the last 10 - 15 minutes of class. And that even with me sleeping at 11 the previous night, I seem more tired sleeping early compared to sleeping super late. Theres something seriously weird going on, tsk. Labels: fhgfh Sunday, January 17, 2010 day 1 of 6 okay i dont feel like i'm at home for some reason, i feel like i'm at camp or something, like everything doesnt really feel familiar? For the last few weeks/days i keep feeling like my mind isnt private anymore, more like it doesnt feel like my only little space where no one can intrude. And today i have realised why it doesnt feel private is because it ISNT private, i share my mind with God, not only me can see and play whatever is in my mind, and that he indeed knows me much better than i know myself. Which instead of making me feel freaked out or something, it makes me feel comforted, that there is someone who can actually fathom all tahts going through my mind, something that I myself cannot understand. So I really thank God for the word I've received today during CG:) And every night I miss you i can just look up and know the stars are holding you tonight. Labels: he knows my name Friday, January 15, 2010 "No maybe you're right," he interrupted her, his mind throwing up images of Kylie, dredging up memories of his initial devastation when she'd jilted him, and the gradual realisation once the shock had worn off that it was only his vanity that had been bruised, not his heart that had been broken. "I don't think I have." Until now. Staring at Grace's delicate pale fingers, stretched starfish wide over his own, Jimi slowly raised his eyes. And it was at that moment at excatly 5 minutes to nine East Coast time, in the middle of a crowded manhattan restaraunt, surrounded by the electric din of stroopy French waiters, clattering cutlery, chattering diners and a forties swing band, across a white linen tabecloth, smeared with ketchup and mayonnaise, and littered with whilte floury crumbs of French bread, Jimi Malik took one look at Grace and, for the first time in his life, fell totally, utterly, and helplessly in love. -Do You Come Here Often? Alexandra Potter Labels: ily Thursday, January 14, 2010 Cos I Miss You I dont know what I should or shouldnt do. Labels: even in the hardest time Wednesday, January 13, 2010 Ahhhh i just felt so alone today. Help me Lord, just help me get through whatever is going on. Labels: how could i face the faceless days if i should lose you now Tuesday, January 12, 2010 Things i learn today: -Sometimes it takes twice the amount of energy to move your arm -Twice the amount of energy to concentrate -Twice the amount of energy to pay attention to your surroundings -Twice the amount of energy to initiate and continue conversations -Your ears become twice as sensitive to loud noises -Sleeping doesn't cure anything, it just numbs -And studying can actually be the best distraction. I just feel so damn down today. And i just feel like taking my phone and chucking it out of the window. And I don't see how i can survive the first all comers this Sunday. Screw it. This has been a horrible day, start to end, through and through. Labels: screw you Monday, January 11, 2010 "Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore i do not run like a man running aimlesly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after i have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize." - 1 Chorintians 9:24-27 Saturday, January 9, 2010 Been a really busy and packed week lately, tuitions and trainings and cca fair and more. And i got so much homework to do so what am is still doing online? Labels: screw this Tuesday, January 5, 2010 School ain't that bad, haha. Or so says the person who has only gone for 2 days of school. Okay only half day today (cos of mass, apparently our school is 80 or sth like that) Anyway had a tiring walk back to school and then had an hours recess plus 5 minutes of maths. Tomorrow school doesnt seem that bad, i got several classes that I sort of actually like(literature and biology). But i can't wait for thursday, cos theres PE(ultimate favourite class!) I mean come on who doesnt like PE*. Whoever doesnt really doesnt have a life:) Who would rather sit in a stuffy old classroom and learn stuff that doesnt help you in everyday life(like trigonometry) when you can be outside playing captains ball/softball/running! Okay i should really stop going on about pe here haha. Had Okay i shall not say anything more about training, I KEPT HITTING "THE CHAPEL" with my elbow(which led to me hitting my funny bone and thus spasming while sprinting). Tsk, depressing shit. And now our track dates and all are super screwed i swear. *note that everytime i mention PE, its in orange cos pe and orange are just so awesome:) Labels: "THE CHAPEL" Sunday, January 3, 2010 okay a round of applause for john for writing and posting that awesome story below:) and hell officially starts tomorrow. Labels: bravo |
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